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Behind My Wall

from Ashes of a Diary by Dreaming Madmen

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Hear my soul call out, call out your name
You feel it cut deep and nothing's ever the same
Don't try to talk and try to scream, still I can't feel your breath
I'm spiraling down without a sound into the valley of death

Hollow, scarred and chained, roaming dark streets of fears
Never secure and never so true, behind my wall, frail and sheer
While waiting for a call, a knot hung on the wall
And an empty scream alights the air, I slip and fall, no strength at all

Here behind my wall, I crawl as I bleed
Concealed inside it all, I fall as I breathe

Trapped inside this page, a boy lost in a haze
To rid of the worms inside his brain, the rustling sound of a burning page
And when the fire burns out, distant faces will leer
All frail and alone, but hand in hand, they flicker his soul a touch so dear

Here behind my wall, I crawl as I bleed
Hear my fragile call, I fall as I plead


from Ashes of a Diary, released September 14, 2019


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Dreaming Madmen is a Progressive Rock Duo formed by Lebanese-American brothers Mathew & Christopher Aboujaoude. Their sound is a melange of both classic and contemporary progressive rock, fused with expansive orchestration and cinematic elements.

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